I often wonder whether we would ever discover our 'true' selves if we were able to predict the future and plan our lives accordingly. A bit of a double-edged sword really. I think it's great that we don't have this option to contend with. Best wishes.
I think the task in this world and life is to learn to live without fear - in that place it really does not matter what happens - all is perfection. It is however a tall order for mere humans.